Current Playing Repeatedly

Ahmad Band - Aku Cinta Kau & Dia

Black Dog Bone - Hatiku Luka Lagi

p/s :  Always trust your inner instinct. Sometimes it may be wrong, but most of the time it will tell you the right thing.

Heartbroken

Thousand pieces.

Berubat

Through out my quest of fighting this unknown sickness. I have been to four tempat berubat.

Among the 4, the last one at Johor is the most painful.

I dont know how to describe the processes, but I do know normal person can't possibly take the experience. I wish I was dead that time, I can't possibly take it anymore I cried so bad during the treatment. 

With my mum in front of me holding me, my dad at my back. I guess, in 25 years I have been alive that was the most vulnerable me ever in front of my parents. 

It was the most painful experience ever. I wish I would never have to go there ever again.

Although it's impossible, considering it has coming back this few days. 

p/s : np - Saat Terakhir - ST 12

Tak pernah terpikir olehkuTak sedikitpun ku bayangkanKau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri

Realise

At some point I just realise something.

Nobody's care.


Aku je yang terhegeh-hegeh selama ni.

Priorities

It was never about money in my life. As long as cukup makan pakai hidup selesa is more than enough.

Happiness. Dont you think it's the priorities in life?