Kadang-kadang aku rasa macam mustahil untuk aku sihat.
Macam satu misi yang sangat tidak mungkin boleh dicapai.
7 tempat berubat, berpuluh mandian limau, berbotol air ubat.
Masih belum ada yang serasi.
Penat.
10 bulan melawan. Satu tempoh yang sangat panjang. Sangat.
Letih.
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
Monday, January 11, 2016
Bad Start of 2016
Apparently 2016 didn't do well for me.
Two of my former housemate are leaving me.
Padel is getting married although he and mimi keep on and off with their families about the marriage. But eventually I guess they will make it through.
Mat going to Wangsa Maju for a new job, new place and new home i guess. It's too far anyway to going back and forth from Shah Alam.
That leaving me all alone. Currently I am in the phase of apartment/room hunting. Find it hard when you all alone to covered all expenses. Didn't think that I should share a room. What would my roommate react when he sees my condition when Maghrib arrives?
Plus, all available single room are for the ladies. Men? Apparently it's quite difficult.
Left two weeks for me to get a place to stay.
Owh.. I got into accident 3 days ago. This is sad, anyone in my diploma era already approved my driving skills. Been driving for 8 years and this is my first time. Kulai boleh accident? Owh man. And now my car is at the workshop around 1 or 2 weeks. Kind of hard to move around when you dont have a transport. Plus my work required my mobility.
The only positive things in this early 2016 is i got a quite sum of money that more than enough.
Work Bonus+ASB+Kutu+Dad's EPF courtesy.
The actual plan would be buying ring for her but now thinking of changing my car. Haha.
Ok. No more thinking of changing car.
That's the real reason my car in sulking mood and got me into accident.
I regret so many things in life. But for each mistake I made. I learn to be better.
May Allah grant my wish to be healthy again. InshaAllah.
Two of my former housemate are leaving me.
Padel is getting married although he and mimi keep on and off with their families about the marriage. But eventually I guess they will make it through.
Mat going to Wangsa Maju for a new job, new place and new home i guess. It's too far anyway to going back and forth from Shah Alam.
That leaving me all alone. Currently I am in the phase of apartment/room hunting. Find it hard when you all alone to covered all expenses. Didn't think that I should share a room. What would my roommate react when he sees my condition when Maghrib arrives?
Plus, all available single room are for the ladies. Men? Apparently it's quite difficult.
Left two weeks for me to get a place to stay.
Owh.. I got into accident 3 days ago. This is sad, anyone in my diploma era already approved my driving skills. Been driving for 8 years and this is my first time. Kulai boleh accident? Owh man. And now my car is at the workshop around 1 or 2 weeks. Kind of hard to move around when you dont have a transport. Plus my work required my mobility.
The only positive things in this early 2016 is i got a quite sum of money that more than enough.
Work Bonus+ASB+Kutu+Dad's EPF courtesy.
The actual plan would be buying ring for her but now thinking of changing my car. Haha.
Ok. No more thinking of changing car.
That's the real reason my car in sulking mood and got me into accident.
I regret so many things in life. But for each mistake I made. I learn to be better.
May Allah grant my wish to be healthy again. InshaAllah.
Monday, December 14, 2015
Current Playing Repeatedly
Ahmad Band - Aku Cinta Kau & Dia
Black Dog Bone - Hatiku Luka Lagi
p/s : Always trust your inner instinct. Sometimes it may be wrong, but most of the time it will tell you the right thing.
Tuesday, December 08, 2015
Berubat
Through out my quest of fighting this unknown sickness. I have been to four tempat berubat.
Among the 4, the last one at Johor is the most painful.
I dont know how to describe the processes, but I do know normal person can't possibly take the experience. I wish I was dead that time, I can't possibly take it anymore I cried so bad during the treatment.
With my mum in front of me holding me, my dad at my back. I guess, in 25 years I have been alive that was the most vulnerable me ever in front of my parents.
It was the most painful experience ever. I wish I would never have to go there ever again.
Although it's impossible, considering it has coming back this few days.
p/s : np - Saat Terakhir - ST 12
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